is it normal to feel like life isn't worth it sometimes?... like i know that suicidal thoughts and shiet like that aren't considered "mentally healthy" or whatever, but i have a hard time believing that everyone doesn't feel like the cons of life outweigh the pros from time to time. it's just that at this point in my life nothing is really making me happy. i feel depressed and isolated at home and depressed and anxious in school. my moods change so easily i never really know what's going on. and what's worse is that i can't really tell anybody what i feel, partly because i'm embarrassed by my own stupidity. what i want above all else is to be able to say what's wrong with me to someone and for that person to understand me and help me through it. in ways i have approached others for guidance, but it never works out. usually they just say, "that's nothing. just get over it in time." what if i can't? i mean, obviously i've tried to get over it but nothing has worked thus far... i don't even know why it affects me so much. well, whatever. i guess i'll just go wallow in some depressing music feeling sorry for myself. and what really sucks is that i need a freaking premium membership to use the pedobear journal skin. that's just balls.